November 6th, 2010

Was in drafts thought I would post wrote November 6th,2010 

People are always surprising me. After a while you would think that you would get used to people asking for advice, or saying things about you that you know is true you just don't know why, or even people saying things about you to make sure you are loved. I haven't and probly never will get used to any of these. For many reasons.

Why I haven't/wont get used to people asking for my advice:
     1.) Most of the time it feels like I can't make it through the stuff I'm going through let alone help someone else, that sometimes I haven't even been through that kind of stuff.

    2.)  I can't always explain my reasons for some of the advice I give you.

    3.) When I'm asked for scripture, a lot of the time I don't know anything that could help them. Unless I read something about it a few nights ago or something. I have a lot of book marks and what not to remember stuff that I felt I needed to know but didn't need to highlite it for myself.

   4.) I don't see any reason why people should listen to me, or want my advice on things.

   5.) No, I wont tell anyone about the stuff we talk about but I still don't see why I'm seen as trustworthly.
  
  6.) A lot of the time, I'm just as confused about what to do, except to pray.


Why I can't ever get used to people telling me stuff that is true but I have no idea why:
  
  1.)  Some things lead me to