Nothing really, but something.

  I have been thinking about what I was going to write for a few days now.  Nothing seemed right though, nothing seemed me.

    I can't say why people come to me for advice, I really don't understand why they come to me for Godly advice. I don't know much about the Bible, I don't know a lot of scripture, and I mess up a lot.  I do know God though, I guess that what matters. I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. Everything that was going through my mind brought me back to the first night I truly found God. It was June 6th,2009. A Saturday, I was standing next to my boyfriend, holding his hand, singing a worship song. It was the first time I went to Grace, and this weird feeling came over me and I felt at peace. I can't explain the feeling that it was and now I know it was God but I thought I was losing it. I went to church after that but I was only going to do what I wanted to do. Later on in November or December, a friend of mine got into a horrible car accident. It was his fault, he was drunk driving going about 70 MPH and hit a semi. His truck was was in pieces that you could hold in your hands.  He was in ICU and everyone said he wouldn't make it through the night. For the first time, I sat down and prayed a loud. I asked God to take care of him, to let him know that we all loved him. I prayed what seemed like forever, and the next day my friend walked out of the hospital and went home. After that I started going to youth group. I truly  found God and was baptized. Ever since then I've just been trying to live a life with God and I really think I am.

     No, I'm not a perfect person, nor will I ever be. I still need to learn about God and go to Him when I'm in need of help. That wont ever change. I go to God even when I'm not in need of help, after all His son did die so that I could be saved. Some people ask how can I believe in something that I can't see. My answer, I can see what God does. After all, I'm still breathing.

Blessing be to you and may you see God every where you look. ~~ CarissaGrace
   If you want to know why I believe in God or how I can, just ask.