The voyage of me

Yes, I've changed the blog again. The reason I keep doing so is that I want the background match what I'm trying to say. The old postcard look just fits me. After all, vintage is the best style ever.



 Yesterday, I once again fell into the habit of having coffee with someone so I could talk with them. Drinking coffee was never a big deal for me until high school came along. Now coffee is my best friend. Anyway, the person I had coffee with is someone who I've grown to trust, their whole family actually. It was great to sit down and catch up because I haven't really seen them  since September.I was asked to keep blogging, what was a surprise to me. So here I am, blogging.


 I'm trying to figure out who I am, and how I react to situations. Its not that time is becoming shorter or that pressure in becoming someone I don't want to be is happening. I just want to make sure who I am will/is someone who makes good choices and stays true to being unique. After coffee yesterday, this song came on the radio it basically says how I feel at this point in life.Pretty crazy how life works out like that huh?

  Voyage of Beliefs- FM Static

I have 2 brothers and a sister, and a mother,
And a father who taught us that we should
All love one another,
We go to church on Sunday,
In a little green Hyundai,
Have some grape juice and crackers,
Then we start again on Monday

And it's all fine, and it's all well,
I really want to find what I believe for myself,
'Cause when you're gone,
And I'm still here,
I won't have you to tell me that I should be there

I'm tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself...

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I'm on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I'll get through?
Because I don't wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known

I have 2 fathers, and a sister and a brother,
And a mother who taught us that we should
All do unto others,
My homeroom teacher, always talks about her preacher
And she says she talks to God,
But I don't know if I believe her

And it's all fine, and it's all well,
I really want to find what I believe for myself,
'Cause when you're gone,
And I'm still here,
I won't have you to tell me that I should be there

I'm tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself...

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I'm on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I'll get through?
Because I don't wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known

And you can tell me,
That I can't make a difference 'cause I'm just one,
But one is all it takes to start it
And you can tell me,
That I can't change the world,
Because I'm too young,
But I won't stand here and be your target
And you can push me,
And try to knock me down, but I won't listen,
'Cause I've got nothing left to lose and,
You can hate me, for everything I'm not,
But it won't change this,
'Cause now that I'm here, I'm not moving

I'm tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself...

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I'm on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I'll get through?
Because I don't wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known~And for all you with email subscription will have to resubscrib,         Carissa